I had an older brother ‘find’ my nudes on the ‘family iPad’ and send them round the whole school

My nudes were shared multiple times on multiple occasions from the age of 12-15. I had boys make their background a picture of me in underwear when I was 12/13. I had an older brother ‘find’ my nudes on the ‘family iPad’ and send them round the whole school. He was over 16 and I was under 16 so he was sharing child pornography but I was the one shamed for it. I had someone in my 20s recently say ‘oh yeah I’ve seen a picture of you in underwear on X’s phone’ that had been taken when I was 15 and this man still had it and still showed people. I’ve been filmed during sex without my consent on more than one occasion, I still don’t know where those videos are or if they still exist or what they include. I’ve been slut shamed and bullied and sent death threats online after things like nudes being exposed or having sexual relations with people and the boys never received any backlash ever. I had old men flashing me on sites like Omegle from around 10/11 years old and had them asking me to get naked, knowing my age.