She introduced me to sexual content when i was only 9

When I was in primary school, I was friends with a girl who had obviously been sexually assaulted at some point. Obviously, me being 9 I didn’t know that. Anyway she introduced me to sexual content when I was only 9 and She would tell me in detail everything and Me being young I didn’t even know what she was talking about until one day I decided to open my ipad and search for these videos. I was scared and I immediately ran to the bathroom crying and shaking I remember I didnt know what was happening and what I was feeling I thought I was going to wet myself And since then Ive never indulged in anything sexually because it makes me sick.