It started off with him sending me gore videos he’d found online

A couple of months ago I got in a relationship with this guy in my school who at first I thought he was really sweet But as I got comfortable I found out he was actually kind of messed up. It started of with him sending me gore videos he’d found online which made me feel really disturbed as I’d been exposed to media like that in the past. It almost seemed like it was normal to him and he found it funny. After a while I felt trapped in the relationship with him and the relationship became sexual very quickly at first It wasnt so bad but then it became obsessive and He had very weird kinks which he’d seen online by watching porn. He would want to play weird games with me and Offen used violence when I wasn’t comfortable with it But I didn’t want to make him mad. Now we’ve broken up And i realised how much I didn’t know about him. He was in discord servers which promoted terrorism, He was in racist groupchats And he was into r**e and p**o pornography which is really disturbing and shocking after you trusted someone so much to be betrayed Like that.